I am a Platoon
Sergeant in the Army National Guard and
am currently stationed in Iraq. In October of 2005 we were mobilized
for duty
in Iraq. We had some idea of what we would be doing, but very little
solid
information. After 6 months of training at Camp Shelby, MS, we departed
for
what would turn out to be a life-changing deployment for us all. After
2 weeks
in Kuwait, we arrived at Balad Air Base (otherwise known as LSA
Anaconda). The
base is located about 45 miles northeast of Baghdad, Iraq. Upon
arriving at
Balad, our unit took over a convoy escort mission and split up into
14-man
teams. I was assigned as the convoy commander of a team. Our mission
was to
escort civilian semi-trucks carrying supplies. This article is
partially a
testimony to the faithfulness of God and the kindness he showed us, but
also
serves as a warning for those who underestimate our enemy.
Every night
before we would leave the wire, we put on
our body armor, our Kevlar helmets and our deltoid armor. We would
grumble
about all that weight, but we did it anyway. Then we mounted up in
up-armored
gun trucks. Right after we left the security of the gate, we would turn
on
electronic countermeasures which were designed to afford us more
protection. I
never realized how much all that protection meant to me until we had
our first
civilian truck breakdown well outside the wire.
It was our
second week out doing missions when our
first breakdown occurred. We were out on the main convoy route right
next to a
hot spot. This was one of many places there had been a lot of insurgent
activity. The second I realized I was going outside the protection on
my
up-armored truck, it hit me just how vulnerable I was going to be, even
with
all the armor I was wearing. I think in that second I muttered a quick
prayer,
but I could hesitate no longer. We had to get the problem fixed and get
out of
the area before we became targets. After doing our scan of the area and
determining as best we could that there were no IED’s in our present
location,
I opened my 150-lb. armored door and stepped out.
As I walked
back to the broken down truck, all sorts of
images went through my head—an undiscovered IED explodes, small arms
fire hits
me—just the worst imaginable things that could happen, happening. I
knew
questioning God’s protection showed a lack of faith on my part, but I
couldn’t
help the initial feeling of helplessness. It dawned on me as I walked
just how
much we relied on the protection of those up-armored HMMV’s. Looking
back now,
it is obvious to me how much we were relying on God’s protection. The
entire
time I was outside of my truck, I felt somehow naked and vulnerable.
The armor
I wore just didn’t seem to provide me any mental comfort. When we
finally got things
to where we could move again, I got back into the safety of my truck,
and
relief washed over me.
This was to be
the first of many times where I had to
leave the safety of my truck. God’s protection never failed me. Our
convoy was
hit the next night with an IED. We were traveling as a combat patrol,
without
TCN trucks, and had just crossed back over to the northbound lane going
around
a convoy that was stopped. They had assured us upon doing their checks
that the
area was clear. Just as we crossed over, my last truck had an IED
explode not
10 meters to his right side. My truck was only 30 meters in front of
him and
the explosion rocked our truck so hard it slammed my gunner’s arm
against the
turret. Immediately I checked with my last truck. No injuries, thank
God! We
traveled on down further out of the kill zone, stopped and inspected
the
trucks. They were undamaged. It became more apparent to my team as we
went out
night after night that those prayers we always, and I mean always,
said before we started our missions really helped.
Back during our
train-up at Camp Shelby, MS, some of my
soldiers barely acknowledged God. Some made crude and unkind references
using
God in their jokes. It now occurs to me that I never hear much anti-God
talk
any more. Some have even stopped using his name in the standard cuss
word we
all hear. Something had become evident to some of our most hardcore
unbelievers; they were indeed believers after a fashion. They knew God
was
there. There was only one who refused to believe. The rest never let me
forget
that we needed to say our prayer asking God for his protection before
every
mission. In my rush to get the mission briefed and get us on the road,
I
sometimes overlooked the mission prayer. They never did! They were
always quick
to remind me. It never ceases to amaze me how awesome the influence of
God’s
goodness is.
At least twice
a week we would make the trip to Baghdad
from Balad Air Base. Some of the most dangerous roads that exist in
Iraq were
the ones we traveled. One spot in particular was notorious for heavy
insurgent
activity. Every night without fail, convoy traffic would come to a halt
because
a convoy had been hit in this area. MedEvac flights were common there.
It
seemed someone was always getting blown up. If you have ever traveled
this
route, you know exactly the place I am referring to. It wasn’t a matter
of if but when the attacks would
come. Our intelligence personnel could set
their clocks by the attacks.
Every time our
convoy would approach this area, I was
constantly in prayer to God asking for his help and protection. He was
faithful
to me and always protected us. Things never happened to us in these
areas. An
eerie silence would always seem to fall over the place as we passed
through. I
don’t recall even once being attacked there. One time we broke down in
this
area and waited 3 hours for help to arrive. It was quiet the entire
time. This
is a fact that goes against all the odds. I know there are skeptics out
there
that would attribute this to luck, but I know the real reason. My God
is the
living God, and he is faithful! No one will ever convince me otherwise.
Even
with statistical proof like this, the Nay Sayers still exist. That’s
okay. They
weren’t there, or they would have been convinced.
I wonder sometimes why it is so
hard for us as Christians to acknowledge God’s help. We pray for it. We
seek it
from God, and when he gives it, we want to explain away the events as
though we
are playing some cosmic game of “Russian Roulette.” We tell everyone
how we
managed to beat the odds. Where is our faith in God? If you don’t
believe he
can help you and keep you safe, aren’t you just wasting your breath
asking him
to?
So why am I
relating all of this to you? I want to
emphasize a point. God provided protection for my men and me. To me,
this is an
unquestionable fact. In your daily walk, you may not come up against
such a
direct threat to your life, but there is a subtle threat out there that
is just
as dangerous. Satan operates covertly and exploits every angle he can
to bring
Christians down. He knows that direct confrontations will most likely
do him no
good, so he works his wiles indirectly against us.
As Christians,
we need not fear this! God has given us
ways to protect ourselves from Satan. God has provided us with what the
military might term “holy up-armor.”
Ephesians
6:10-19 (NKJV) says this:
Finally, my
brethren, be strong in the Lord and in the power of
His might. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand
against
the wiles of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood,
but
against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the
darkness of
this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly
places.
Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to
withstand in
the evil day, and having done all, to stand. Stand therefore, having
girded
your waist with truth, having put on the breastplate of righteousness,
and
having shod your feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace;
above all,
taking the shield of faith with which you will be able to quench all
the fiery
darts of the wicked one. And take the helmet of salvation, and the
sword of the
Spirit, which is the word of God; praying always with all prayer and
supplication in the Spirit, being watchful to this end with all
perseverance
and supplication for all the saints—and for me, that utterance may be
given to
me, that I may open my mouth boldly to make known the mystery of the
gospel.
Now those are some powerful words!
There is some awesome protection!
Do you think Paul was the first to come up with this idea of holy
up-armor?
Look at Isaiah 59:17: “For He put on righteousness as a breastplate,
And a helmet
of salvation on His head.”
Paul was
quoting Isaiah. God is telling us here just
how powerful his protection is. And it is reliable! God’s armor is not
like the
armor the Army uses here in Iraq, which might or might not fail. Just
because
we put it on and ride in armored trucks, doesn’t mean we are
invulnerable. This
manmade armor can fail. The enemy can make bigger bombs to defeat our
armor.
But God’s armor—now there is protection Satan cannot defeat! No matter
what
Satan throws at us, no matter how powerful he makes his bombs, God’s
armor
never fails.
Now, if we fail
to clothe ourselves with these precious
gifts God has given us—the belt of truth, the breastplate of
righteousness, the
shield of faith, the helmet of salvation and the sword of the spirit—if
we fail
to use this holy up-armor, then Satan’s flaming arrows can reach us and
bring
us down. Would this be God’s fault? Can I blame God? Whose fault is it
if I go
out on mission without my armor, and I am injured? It’s my fault,
either way.
If I know that God has given me tools for my protection and don’t use
them,
then I am foolish and unwise.
We have a
choice every day to study God’s Word or to
hope that Satan will overlook us and gamble that we will be safe. That
gamble
is a fool’s bet. Satan knows that sin is a powerful and tempting lure.
The Book
of James warns us about this:
But each one is
tempted when he is drawn away by his own desires
and enticed. Then, when desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin;
and sin,
when it is full-grown, brings forth death. Do not be deceived, my
beloved
brethren. (James 1:14-16)
Do not be
deceived! There is no safe harbor from the storms with
which Satan seeks to destroy
us except through God. Use what God has given you. Take advantage of
his
protections. Believe that he will protect you! Never allow yourself to
be
lulled to sleep thinking you’re safe without God.
Knowing this,
will you seek his protection? Will you
seek the shelter of his wing? It is my prayer that you never face
direct danger
in your life, but rest assured, you are facing danger from Satan. His
attacks
will come. Will you be ready?
We had a tragedy occur
upon our return home. Our unit
consisted of a Kansas platoon and Kentucky platoon plus Headquarters
element. We
all demobilized at Ft. McCoy Wisconsin last week. On Saturday, we
arrived home
in our states to a welcome home ceremony. The Kentucky group had their
welcome
home celebration in Benton, Kentucky. After their ceremony, everyone
joined
their families and drove home. Our Commander, Cpt. Lawrence Carta, was
driving
home with his family when they were involved in an accident that sent
their car
rolling. Their 10 yr old daughter, Macy Lee Ann Carta was ejected from
the car
and died at the scene. They hadn’t even made it to the house. This
terrible
tragedy has saddened us beyond words.
The funeral for Macy Lee
Ann Carta is: Date: Thursday
28 Jun 07; Time: Visitation; 0800 Central Time, Memorial Service 1000
Central
Time, Graveside service immediately following. Location: Fairview
Baptist
Church, 2594 Junction of East Hwy 80 and 910, Russell Springs, KY
42642,
270-866-3401 Other Information: Service and Burial will be held at the
same
location. Additionally, the church will provide a lunch meal in their
fellowship hall for all who attend immediately following graveside
service.
Donations will be
accepted in lieu of flowers to help
cover expenses. You may forward donations to Jim and Gearldine Johnson,
189
Lake Trail Landing, Russell Springs, KY 42642.
Mrs. Carta is still in
the critical care unit at University of Louisville Hospital, 530 S.
Jackson St., Louisville, KY 40202. She
was
badly injured and has had multiple surgeries. The prayers and thoughts
of
everyone for the Carta Family is greatly appreciated.
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